My heart feel very different today.
I really mean totally weird.
Idk what affects me today.
Been worrying about something.
Maybe about the love that'd been hidden?
Oh so NO! I just love one guy.
Officially a guy that had been by my side every night &day.
Thank you to my MrDanny, Uncle Mimie, Pakcik Khalmani;
for being there for me when i need someone.
MieDice; The moment that you've been waiting for, had finally grant. Im happy for you today. Atleast you've cheered yourself up by being by his side. Joke-joke around. Can i see you happy like this every day? ILY.
BabyShasya; Oh im sorry your day have to be in this way. Handphone was confiscated, your diary was read, your button was dropped, Haziq &your memory card? Adoi.. I hope you'll have a better day tomorrow aite? ILY. (:
Ini Ketot's Enace. Babe, thanks for spending some of your time with me. Even a little time for me, it means alot. Don't be sad always okeh. Cheer up yaw sis. ILY. (:
My EzzahAmalina? Ouh, i just miss you lah gurl. Missing you badly. You approached me? I like.. Hehs. Text me everyday like you text me today aite? Jaga itu Ashok baik-baik. Don't let him regret for the second time. ILY too. (:
My BabyLove, im sorry i've slapped you hard today. U just being stubborn. Told ya not to put it in back inside cause i know it'll be worst. &now, ur skin had tore. U think can it be growing? Idk. &btw, i love you baby. I never been loved like you had love me before. This time, i really am falling in love with you more. I hope every night &day, u could be there for me whenever i need you. I love you, i cinta you, i nak you. (:
MdNurAmin or Amuk? *Sigh* I really don't know what's got into you these days. I've been waiting for your message to know if you still need me. But indeed, i'm still unuseful to you. You seems to get away from me. Why? What did i do wrong to you? Didn't get my full attention? Please honeypie, i didn't appear to you doesn't mean i don't need you. I just have to free myself from those obstacles that i had to go through. It's just been a while since i had not been there for you. If you still want to wait for me, keep waiting. If u can't endure, what can i say? Go get a new. I can sense you'll get a better ones. So for now, i'm speechless. The decision is in your hand.
CHakchak all Earths'.
Niari Ketot dah Fifteen.
Happy birthday to me? NO is the answer.
Can i say dissapointment birthday gift from boify?
I want to meet him, he say tired.
If tired, thn why still want to go Pondok?
Negative - If you want to meet someone or what, say.
Positive + Rindu budak-budak, turon pondok? Okey.
Yah, when u reached home alr, wher you want to inform me anymore kan.
Wher is the old you? Are you changing?
I've told you before if you want to change for the worst, i'll let you go. Haven't i?
BUT, if you think i've changed, tell me.
Don't just shut up. Atleast we can judge each other who's changing right?
Easy come, easy go aper. Betol? Pandai-pandai cover uh jugak.
Personalities wished me, 1MieDice 2Amuk 3Mimie 4Enace 5Wanlok 6SamHanis 7BearDin 8Dumdumku 9Ayit 10KhalBear.
Thanks for the wishes loved.
Went to ITEBukitBatok yesterday; saw Precious Malik, MokFaizal, Jimmy, Awi, Haireel, AbgHyrie, Abu, KakLela, Mamat, Wan, Sky, Steven, Atikah. (:
First time come to tht college. Boleh tahan big ehk.
Hahs. Okeh, thn got this kakak name KakNica asked for my number. Cool kepa.
Okeh, i think i wanna relax my mind &try to chill evrything to the ups.
Guys, have you ever cried for a Bapoks?
Have you ever kissed their butts?
Cause i wished to lick their toes before kicking their butt.
Okey, GROzE!
Bloghoppers! Having fun reading blogs?
Okey, today i hope i cheered everyone's up.
Especially my MieDice &Shasya Kental.
Korang cheer up tak tadi?
Not enough? DOnt worry, besok ader.
But, i dont know if i can still cheered u guys up mcm today.
Okey, first lesson, Reading period.
After that Art. Okey was boring &took some odd shots with Shasya.
Pethatic kan? Hehs. I had fun with her in class just now.
Okey, thn Mother Tongue. Mdm Khatijah tak dtg.
Both Mr Cutes take over her lesson. We do worksheet instead.
Copy, copy, copy!
Blahblahblah.
After recess had CME. Can i say im bored at CME lessons? So i slept.
Then Maths lesson. Thts when i cheered MieDice &Shasya up!
Yey! &they laughed. They say me perangai, merepek, sial?
Hahs. Sengaja. I do anything just to make u guys laugh.
Just dont want to repeat tht lah. Macam rude gitu kn dgn Dickson itu.
Part kurang ajar, Dickson tenyeh kepale Shasya. DAYUS PEH PUKIMAK!
Cian Shasya. Ader ker patot he talk about her past? Taik kenek korak jubo kan gitu.. Hahs.
AFter school cousin ask out to Bugis. But tak jadi. She's tired.
So went off to meet Ein's sister. Thn her sister went off &Ein went to Jp with me.
Eat at Long John Silver. &jyeah.. took some pics.. 
Take one, take two, take three, take four, take five take photographer pulak!
Hahs. Aku benci kau Ein.
Keluar dari Ljs, saw Tyran's sister &his mom too.
Gawsh! His sister was staring at Ein. Hahs. Wth!
After that met Tyran for a while.
Reach home at about ten plus, her sister called me up.
Talked about my relationship with me.
These days when we quarrell, he dared complaint?!
Wth! Thn what, sister blamed me? Okeh fine, i accept.
About the tindek thingy, she blamed me too?
Fcuk hell. He's the one who's stubborn, i kena.
WOahhh! Round of applause please.....
This thing cannot be happening.
CB .. Okeh hell, can i not talk to you for the time being.
All blamed me, best ah best.
Thanks alot.
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CHeers hoppers!
Yesterday i was really in no mood.
Currently when i was home for the whole day, family been treating me very different.
They are being concern towards me.
My little siblings been good when im home; they asked me to eat &stuffs.
Parents been asking how's school &evrything.
Grandpa asked me if i have any problems as i've been sleeping from morning.
Grandma feeds me, cause she knows im lazy to eat even im hungry.
Brother helps me to do my hair colour. He used to be lazy when i asked for help.
Evryone at home wants me to filled up my stomach.
I only eats when i really have the mood to eat.
When i woke up at about 7night, my heart dont feel right.
I started to cry silently in frightening.
I got those feelings until today.
I scared something bad will happen to me in school today.
I made a decision not to come school just to relax myself up.
Until now, i think i'll be okey.
Uncle Hilmi, my Amalina been comforting me.
&yes, i was okey for a while. Thanks you guys.
I hope my Rb's enjoy their Racial Harmony day today without me.
Baby, im glad that we're back together smoothly.
I dont want any harshness from you no more.
I want honesty, truthfullness, cared &love fully from you.
I dont want those happiness &loved gone from you just like that.
You know i love you more than anything.
I dont want to lose you so easily.
But sometimes, there still confliction between us 'cause of third party appearing.
You know u dont mind him appearing right?
You even allow me to love him all i want, as long as i wont let go off the knot from you.
But now, why you suddenly stop me from loving him?
You know it's difficult for me to stop loving someone when i've started to fall for him.
I dont want our three months fifteen days to drifted easily.
Ini Ketot punyer Katek.
Katek, didn't know you didnt come to school too ehk.
Get well soon aite? Anything just text me.
Ketot sayang Katek tao.
I treasure our Two years friendship.
I know you get jealous over something.
But, im not doing it on purpose.
I just want you to move on with your life.
I'll be happy if you're happy.
U're just like to manja-manja with me.
Thats why you tend to merajuk easily.
(:
Love wont be drifted unless there's no honesty beneath it.
I just dont understand why must there be silent about it.
No longer answer my calls, reply my messages?
What does that means then.
I've checked every message tht you've received.
&i dont even have the clue about it.
But when it comes to the sent items, it's all gone?
Obviously all of it had been deleted.
Even my message? You might have selected all so tht i wont suspect.
&yes, i think that's it. I counted as you have been keeping lady.
Am i right to say that?
How could you have done this to me.
Okeh nevermind, i can understand that.
But, u could atleast tell me right.
Fine, i know i got my Uncle Bully.
But whats more? Atleast i've told you about him right.
And even you could accept him appearing in my life.
Im just telling you that whatever it is, i still love you.
I want you in my life.
I can promise you whatever you want as long as you are there for me.
Ouh yes, this is the Nerdiest pic i have took.
Hahs. Which yes, i love it.
Hahahs. Danial bear-bear love this pic alot. (:
Today morning my gegata start again.
Haishh.. This time is the worst.
My dad sprayed some medication on my leg.
It works a little. But my granddy rub some kind of stone tht he knocked on it.
It do works out a little though. So jyeah, both way do works.
&thanks to my heroes; Ayah &Atok. (:
Before the gegata happens, i &Baby quarrell again over a small matter.
Its all about guys thingy. He cant stand my attitude yarh.
Haishh.. This time he mentioned the word 'Break up'.
Hells, this time he wins this game.
But i said to him i dont want a break up.
He called me up &heard my 'weird' voice.
He keep asking whts into me until my voice could make him feels worried.
&he wants to meet. Merepek lah. In the first place i want to meet, he say noneed.
Whn he heard my weird voice, baru nak meet.
Whn i need him, he's not ther.
But whn he needs me, i wont appear if he once never appear whn i need him.
Okeh &we stop the game night after i had the Gegata thing.
Thn now, im alone at home.
Might going out with peers.
But confirm will meet Kak Yati first to get something.
Hmms.. Okeh lah. I gotta clean the house mess.
I'll be update-ing tomoro ehk.
Rindu korang-korang lah ehk.
(:
Even though i have my love, you still i love.
But whn u played behind my back;
That is so wrong for me to love you.
Everything just come &go whn you back off me.
So yeah, i love you& i love him.
I can stop loving you anytime whn u start playing those games.
Chakchak!
Today morning off to Prima Factory.
Yes, Baking lahh ass.
Bakar-bakar. Uli-uli tepung. Best-Best!
Crunchy, Yummy. (:
Ms Chua hold us back cause of the one-by-one stopped lift tht was done by Ace &Michiko.
Lek-lek at 240 upstairs with Ein, Fariehin, Pipit, Faris, Lela, Idayu.
Mereka gerek go lah ass!
Fart-fart ajer ehk Fariehin. =D
Reached home straight away gone to sleep.
Adoi .. Very tired okeh .. Bake non-stop ehk.
Understood Understand uh ehk.
Woke up at about four plus.
Baby called me to wake me up.
I dont want to paitao him, i quickly shower &straight away turon meet him.
Kissed him. Hold him tight. (:
Off to cck at about six plus.
Busstop, saw Ct &Nilam. Ouh so hawt.
Love those Piercing Eyebrow on u, Ninie. (:
Mereka cute lah. First time talk depan-depan with thm.
Friendly cutestuffs. =D
Reach cck at about seven-thirty.
Bought something at Gun's crib.
Thn off to pondok.
Blahblahblah.
Now im here blogging &off soon.
Take care people.
Love.Love.Love.
Ketot sayang Amin.
Ketot rindu Amin.
Ketot cinta Amin.
Tapi Ketot ader siket sedih dengan Amin.
What to do? Ignore lah ass.
Okeh Mie, i didnt even drunk these few days.
I know my face pucat giler these days.
I think tak cukop tido or what lah ehk.
This days i didnt drink lah kan.
I just dont know wht happen to me these days.
Sad? Moody? Something affect me?
Maybe lah kan.
Im okey lah btw.
&you ass; cheer up ehk.
You promised to tell me wht happen.
Text me up apaper.
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