Previous post i have deleted it. Cause tht was the worst nightmare tht happened to me. Yes, i don't want people to read it. Cause it had already past &it won't happen again.
Yesterday;
After the worst nightmare happened the day before,
today morning i texted him apologising for my mistake.
Which i guess he don't even gave me his face to forgive.
Around two-plus, i received his call.
Yes, i was overjoyed &was a little bit scared to answer.
It's my mistake, so i guts up &answered his call.
You want to meet me?
Yes, i want to meet!
Meet me at BlockMerah.
Okay, bye!
Thn before i want to enter the bathroom, he called again.
Are you going to meet me or not?
Yes, of course i want. I'll meet you there. Wait for me please.
Hurry, don't be late.
Yes, i know. Whn i reached, i text you again.
So after a shower, straight get my clothes on &face cleaned.
I ran out quickly just not to miss the bus.
As i don't want him to wait for me longer.
He texted me to meet him outside Apool's crib.
Oh, i saw his brothers with him.
So i walked stuntly with this kind of face.
&salam them with my smile.
I didn't talk much cause i know Amin was still mad at me.
So i sit silently beside Zai ¬ looking at his face.
For sure he will make his sarcastic face. Okeh i look away.
Thn suddenly Zai walk off to buy drink. Means no one beside me.
Oh my, he stand up &walked towards me &sitted beside.
In my heart; I'll make sure i don't hurt him with my words again this time.
In order to be careful, i don't talk much. He asked, i just nodded my head.
Asl kau mcm lain niari? Asl kau mcm pmpn belo gituk?
I geleng-geleng.
He asked me to sit with him at another place. Private talking people.
He started asking me.
&i started talking a little bit.
He say it was so stupid of me to text him like tht yesterday.
I faced down, &he kissed thn hugged me tightly.
Awww! I was in tears a little. &i apologised him.
But, he didn't forgive me. Haish. But he still can accept me back.
Thn we went back to meet his brothers again.
After they had their talk with Botak, we went to GekPoh to fetch something.
Thn about nine, i &him reached to his crib.
Kakaks, BabyFaris &BabyFadli was there.
I'm glad he and his family are okay back.
At his crib, he really treat me one kind.
While i was carrying Fadli, he feed me &tilt the glass for me.
He was very nice yesterday.
He keep telling me not to hurt him tht way again.
&i said yes. &im sorry again. :(
1150 gave him a good night kiss &walked out from his crib.
I'm sorry. I won't do it again.
I woke up a little bit late today &i went to school late too.
Halfway reaching school, suddenly my stomach doesn't feel right.
I decided to turn back to home. Home eh, not anywhere else tao.
Really lah. I was having a bad stomach cramp. It really happens after my period.
I reached home, put oilment &rest it for a while. &now, here i am awaken.
More stuffs going on later. So just wait until this afternoon. (:
Oh Earths, it's been quite a while since i didn't update.
Many problems have to be solve.
Okey blah blah. Let's talk about today eh.
Today pour really badly. I mean the rain lah. Adoi.
Went in school with Ziah eh. I'm not late. Yey!
Maths today was like so interesting.
I didn't attend school for days, but still i can catch up.
I love solving sums can. Getting more hope in Maths.
Yeah right, hope i'll get better results in this End Of Year exams this time.
Studies been getting much thougher thn i thought.
Byebye from school with Shasya, MieDice &Ziah.
Kanak-kanak RL 3NA5 mahh. We had to stayed back for Maths stuffs shit.
Oh yeah, not forgetting to tell to people.
MieDice put her hands on Mister Dickson. &he was like Kental.
I was shocked lah eh. She's too daring on teacher eh.
But he deserved it, i think. He is so dumb to talk nonsense to us &to disturb us harshly.
Thn byebye from school with my makciks.
Shasya, MieDice &Michiko; we laugh, joke around.
Because we didn't fast. Got reasons lah okey.
Two got ehem, one sore throat, another one sick. Lols.
We really make ourself laugh in tears eh.
Okey, i love MieDice, Shasya, Michiko, Enace, FitCat &EzzahCrazyBaby.
Met Kak Su at Tina's crib &saw my MisterAdore(MdNurAmin) there.
Oh, i love him lah people. I mean alot, huge, big heart love for him.
Okey whatever. Chilled from 4:15 to 7:00.
Stayed at his crib for a while to join his family for breakfast though i didn't fast.
I really had great time with MisterAdore just now.
I express my feelings towards him.
Yes, i'm telling the truth &straight forward to him.
Out from his crib about 10:30, quickly to BoonLay Interchange to catch 187bus.
Unexpected happened. I suddenly feel like vomitting.
&yes, i vomit in the bus. Oh please, i was very malu. :(
I don't know why. I think my stomach doesn't feel good eh.
Happy 16th Birthday, sweet.
Muhammad Nur Amin B. Slamat.
Oh my, oh my. EOY is around the corner.
I'm still at home sitting infront of the lappy.
I'm hardly ready for school yeah.
But the intension to study is there.
I need a comfortable &relaxed place to learn.
Boyfriend at school. Worried for him as he's sick.
Adoi. I hope nothing will happen to him sooner or later.
It's a standby for me.
Today yes, gonna meet him up later to take something.
Am gonna buy new SIM card today. I hope it won't detained the third time.
At nine morning later, i'll be going home to chuachukang.
To take my spare hp, thn meeting boyfriend up after his school.
Thn will patah balik chuachukang to break-fast there.
*Will be continue later night. (:
2240hr; Okeh people, i'm at chuachukang now.
At Kak Shavina's crib. My loved adopted sis.
Oh, i've just missed her. Will be off to pondok for a while to hear Kucai sing.
After tht, home straight to call boyfriend up.
I met boyfriend just now. Look after him for a moment.
He's very sick. He almost cried cause his heart or lung hurt.
He still not feeling well since tht day. What can i do?
I'm so worried of him. :(
Hope nothing will happen to him.
I've started to fall for him deeper day after days.
Might not coming to school again tomorrow to look after him.
I really don't want to loose him for times.
Yes, tomorrow he'll bought for me new number.
Which he don't want me to give anyone my number to people.
First contact, Families and Rebellious. They're my important humans.
I don't feel well now. I want to rest. Will update again tomorrow if i have the time.
I love you people. Taking care, hoppers(!)
Not another word.
Officially many-many unexpected things happen to me twice.
Handphone lost the second time within a month?
Yarh, my concentration on things had gone. Im senine? Fcuk you.
Yesterday was really in a Fight with Amin.
Which i don't want this to happen the second time in future.
*Im sorry i shouted at you in the cab. I just don't want the taxi driver to think bad about you.
&which i don't want you to have bad intention on the taxi driver.
Was it me to blamed?
I kept shouting at you.
But you started showing your anger by throwing your own hp?
Stop running cause i'll still find you.
Yesterday u ran, i pulled and you just force pull ur hand just to get my hands away from u.
I fell, u didn't picked me up. Which i know u're very fustrated towards me.
I stopped and shouted you to come back. But you ignored.
Halfway you after traffic light, then i get up.
I was about to dashed when the redman is on, but someone stopped me.
So i have to waited but i guess you ran whn u saw me crossing.
I thought you would be at Kak Tina's crib to find Abg Din &Kak Su.
Whn i reached there, they wasn't there. Even you.
So i sitted for a while and lend a phone to call Abg Din up asking if they saw u.
He say u was there a while ago before i came running for u.
I quickly went out but Kak Tina ask me to wait for thm to come back.
Abg Din &Kak Su send me to your crib.
I ran up to get u, u was at home. Yes!
U slow talked to me, but i still didn't want to listen to you.
Another time, u wear ur pants on.
I didn't know whts ur intention.
But thn i quickly ran away from you.
I was up the stairs but you went down finding me? Idk.
Kakak saw me i guess &she asked wher u.
&i say u went down. Silent cried. You saw me and came up to me.
You begged me, i cried. Never have any guy cried in front of me and begged me.
I dont want u to keep crying, &so i took cab home.
I love you, yes i do.
Love you too much tht i sacrifice evrything.
Yes, i really make a very big mistake yesterday.
&i hope i can smoothen you with my words today.
Yes, i didn't attend school today because of yesterday.
My head spins &i feel it heavy.
Tomorrow for sure i'll come.
Cause i've missed Rebels.
