Previous post i have deleted it. Cause tht was the worst nightmare tht happened to me. Yes, i don't want people to read it. Cause it had already past &it won't happen again.
Yesterday;
After the worst nightmare happened the day before,
today morning i texted him apologising for my mistake.
Which i guess he don't even gave me his face to forgive.
Around two-plus, i received his call.
Yes, i was overjoyed &was a little bit scared to answer.
It's my mistake, so i guts up &answered his call.
You want to meet me?
Yes, i want to meet!
Meet me at BlockMerah.
Okay, bye!
Thn before i want to enter the bathroom, he called again.
Are you going to meet me or not?
Yes, of course i want. I'll meet you there. Wait for me please.
Hurry, don't be late.
Yes, i know. Whn i reached, i text you again.
So after a shower, straight get my clothes on &face cleaned.
I ran out quickly just not to miss the bus.
As i don't want him to wait for me longer.
He texted me to meet him outside Apool's crib.
Oh, i saw his brothers with him.
So i walked stuntly with this kind of face.
&salam them with my smile.
I didn't talk much cause i know Amin was still mad at me.
So i sit silently beside Zai ¬ looking at his face.
For sure he will make his sarcastic face. Okeh i look away.
Thn suddenly Zai walk off to buy drink. Means no one beside me.
Oh my, he stand up &walked towards me &sitted beside.
In my heart; I'll make sure i don't hurt him with my words again this time.
In order to be careful, i don't talk much. He asked, i just nodded my head.
Asl kau mcm lain niari? Asl kau mcm pmpn belo gituk?
I geleng-geleng.
He asked me to sit with him at another place. Private talking people.
He started asking me.
&i started talking a little bit.
He say it was so stupid of me to text him like tht yesterday.
I faced down, &he kissed thn hugged me tightly.
Awww! I was in tears a little. &i apologised him.
But, he didn't forgive me. Haish. But he still can accept me back.
Thn we went back to meet his brothers again.
After they had their talk with Botak, we went to GekPoh to fetch something.
Thn about nine, i &him reached to his crib.
Kakaks, BabyFaris &BabyFadli was there.
I'm glad he and his family are okay back.
At his crib, he really treat me one kind.
While i was carrying Fadli, he feed me &tilt the glass for me.
He was very nice yesterday.
He keep telling me not to hurt him tht way again.
&i said yes. &im sorry again. :(
1150 gave him a good night kiss &walked out from his crib.
I'm sorry. I won't do it again.
I woke up a little bit late today &i went to school late too.
Halfway reaching school, suddenly my stomach doesn't feel right.
I decided to turn back to home. Home eh, not anywhere else tao.
Really lah. I was having a bad stomach cramp. It really happens after my period.
I reached home, put oilment &rest it for a while. &now, here i am awaken.
More stuffs going on later. So just wait until this afternoon. (:
